LALALA~ Its About My Favourite Teacher, She's Sick = = God Bless

        Its been a long time, but still I can remember that day. Its a April afternoon of 2008, my mum bring me to a music center. Its not my wish, but still my mum force me to go. I went for a register, Uncle James,the 'boss'(maybe = =) tell me that I can start my tuition tomorrow which is a Wednesday. After that day, I went to tuition at 8.00 p.m.. The teacher is known as Mrs.Wong which is Uncle James wife. When I go in, she ask me to seat beside Shum Kah Hee, he was a 6E class student which is the best class in my Primary school. I sat beside him as she told me to, I was so nervous. And Mrs.Wong say "Okey, what school you are from? I heard it from your mother that you are from Chinese school, can u speak English?" Maybe I was so nervous, I tried to be friendly, I noded and say "yes, I can speak English". She stare at me with a smile of satisfaction.
        And she started teaching us Grammar and many thing else....... (only this part I cant remember because I'm not a super fantastic student = =). I'm still not familiar with the student beside me, he looks unfriendly and weird. Thats what I think of him, but it was not who he was. When the teacher went out of the class, the whole class start talking except one weird Indian girl behind, I think because he don't like us. And KH(Shum Kah Hee = = I lazy type his name)is the most friendly and funny guy in the class. He started greeting me and ask me alot of question about school(you know lah he same school with me). And suddently, I realise that there is a girl that looks familiar sitting behind me that I never notice, he tapped me at the shoulder and Called my name. LOL~ she was my classmate(now also same class with me). And now I feel more 'home' cause at least I know someone and I had a Crazy Friendly Fellow sitting beside me.
         Its been a long time, many of the students leave the class and many more things happened. From 9 students we had became 5 students(A new guy also, I counted him because if not it will be 4 person only). But the teacher is still teaching us, she is very friendly, very patience. She teach in a way which will never ever make you boring because he always tell you about story of her life or maybe about the world now. She says, this is the best way of learning English, 'Read more, Speak More, Learn More' is her style. She look young but she is already 80+ years old. I'm happy to see her look healthy. One day, she fell from her chair while doing house work, we was all so scared and we call her to check up. It takes two weeks for us to meet her again, after his leg is cure but still she have to wear a bandage.
         Want to know how we meet her? I was shock when she call us to go for tuition on Wednesday, I never think of she getting cure so fast, when we reach there, she is holding two stick and walking. When she saw us, she broke us a smile. And I was stunned because we totally have nothing to say. From that day on, this tells me that she is a very very very responsible teacher. She told us that she is not very good going up the stairs, but only that day. She tells us to go to her house for a tuition. We went to her house on the next Wednesday. Her house was like..... A super House Of Nature which only seems to build in the old London, It was so beautiful, so neat, so...... (nah~! I lazy explain go see ur self).
          We start helping her to do some housework when we are free(still in class time, she just ask for our help). After 1 month having tuition in the house, we finally can go back to our old tuition center. And one day, she tell us that next week we have to cancel our class because she had a surgery, stomach surgery. So we missed one more class like that~ When we reach Form 2, I still remember The Phantom Of The Opera, she explain it very well and also she read the book with us, together. After we finish the book, she wan us to understand the settings. She let us watch 'The Phantom Of The Opera', haha nice movie but alot of opera song singing here and there.
          It took us two day just to finish the movie. After 2 days of tuition which is two weeks cause 1 week once we had a tuition, and at the third day. There is a new student(the fellow that I said I counted him) came. He was a fat....not fat a huge guy with spec. He is also friendly, and thats when we started having 5 members in our class. The class continue very well and when we reach Form 3, thats when we say that we have to get A in our PMR. Because if 5 of us get A in PMR our teacher will belanja us eat crab~ Yummy~. And we just study study study(me no lah = = I'm super lazy, I only went for tuition and study).
          After we get our PMR result, we went for the tuition(Wednesday). We shared our result and, poof~ we all get A~ Huala! But none of us remember that we can makan crab~ And a girl drew a crab and show me( the one same class with me ). At, first I don't understand what she meant but he said with a low voice "crap arh" and wakaka I told the teacher about that. The teacher said "Good! Lucky u tell me, if not after I do the surgery I canot eat anymore seafood. So next week you all come to my house and eat ok? Because the following week I'm going to have my eye surgery". All of us agreed.
           On that day, we all gathered at the tuition center and the teacher send us to her house(lalala, we meet again Super House Of Nature). We talk about jokes and teacher teach us about the English Culture of eating. We learn and we ate as she want haha~. My friend took some stupid picture of mind so did I took some stupid picture of him = =. That day was very fun and the crab is super tasty(oh no my saliva is coming out). After that week, my teacher went for her eye operation. It took few week for her to cure.
           And this Wednesday, I went to tuition. We was studying and sharing jokes as normal time. The teacher tell us some weird stuff that she normally never did. I just listen and didn't ignore cause it just impossible for me to ignore it. And when she reach a sentence"and that day the doctor told me that they can do nothing....." and she broke a cry. All of us are shocked. She told us to keep that to ourself and dont tell anybody else. Cause she don't want her family to get worried.
            I and my classmate(two of them same class and same tuition with me now) which is same tuition as me, are shocked. But when we reached school, we never talked about it cause all of us also try to ignore. And every night, I pray to the god. I dont know who is he and I dont even seen him before but I wan to tell him. Whoever your are, please help her. You never showed up in my life I dont know weather I can believe you or not but just please, bless her.......

我不是我想要的我，但是我还是我，但是我又不想做现在的我

Today also got tuition, haiz.......... Went to tuition cause I like to there for no reason. Ok now talk about the Past~ Form 1, I went to school with my mum the 1st day. I sat at the front row with no one beside me. Suddenly got 1 guy came and sat beside me. He is Lim thats what he told me. In the starting time we always quarrel with each other but we are still friend cause I always forgive him. Then I change class from Cekal to Budi (going up not down). Then I known JVK the pro~ Haha and then I known Ravikaant ^^. And also Gig! We are known as the 四大天王 cause we always 捣乱 in the class haha no do homework, talk in class when teacher teaching until teacher marah and call the guru disipline XD. That time four of us are the most most most best friend when we are in trouble we help each other. Until the last day, we were separate cause of my BM getting D. I went down to Cekal and JVK Budi, Ravikaant and Gig Bakti. Then I met with my most best friend in my life, Simeon. We do things together everyday, I feeling happy and not getting betrayed by friend when I'm with him, sometime I also quarrel with him but after 30minutes we will be ok again XD. That part of my life is so heaven /.\ and the heaven falls when I got known that he went to Sarawak and canot come back until Form 5. I went to form 3 with my X classmate Ravi Gig and JVK. We are not like last time any more. My gang change to Akihiro Lulu's gang which is also Lim's gang. Mid year time, we all are anti LLH gang, we always find stupid way to do stupid things to him. And somthing stupid happened and I hated Lim. Lulu was the middle ppl so I pitty him = =. That was the suckest life I ever had. That time I still dun watch K-ON and I was playing band with Yap only but no Super Band XD. Until 1 day I, Yap and Nesh meet in the toilet and saw the K-ON picture and then we started band together, I started watching K-ON and I become eddicted to Japan. We started so noob, then we getting better and better. Lim was my X drumer and I ask Yap to choose me or Lim to stay = = I think he is regret cause.... I will explain later. He choose me, we stay and we found Kiat the genius and so Ravi that interested in drum. The form 3 life after PMR is OMG FANTASTIC we all are so gila. Then we went up to December, we went to the same tuition together. So we started everything earlier than the others. Starting time we are like normal life but until something stupid happend. This is what I wished for when I'm form 3 but thats no I want now. All my subjects I suddenly can be so Pro I dun even have to study just read and got it. Like I'm been bless by the God or something else I was happy when starting. All my friends come to my house I always teach them, and yap started to be strange and not friendly..... he was my best best friend that time and I feel nervous and awkward >< I found out everthing 2day, maybe because I'm being too good and I started become LC, I realize that but I'm just joking with them. 2day I tell to my self in the heart, and maybe the God heard me. I say "I dont want to become the Pro Kong which every body get nears me for reason, I wan to be the Noob Kong that always have friends with me and that help me when I needed them but not I help them and they think I'm stupid I dont want to become smart suddenly I want to be a normal person, someone that needed to study to improve not sleep until tuition time go tuition get 100% for exam!!!!!!!!!!!". Then, I started to get slow and all my quetions gets wrong, all my friends are faster than me I dont know why I do many careless mistaks like last time. I hope not because I have no mood doing that time so I wrong, I hope because I regret for what I want from the God and the God took back the stupid wisdom and bring me back my friend. Haiz~

2day My Friend Came To my House do Stupid Things

2day Morning I was sleeping so suang and sudently my mum call me, I almost forgot to go tuttion so I wake up and take a bath. Then when I get ready I call Yap to ask him if he went to tution ready ornot. Good news is he not yet go and can pick me up but Bad News is we both late. I hear Yap get scolded on the car by his mum but for me late is just a normal thing for me cause I super pro later XD. Then in tution as normal Sir keep saying 'you have a smart brain and you are just too lazy to use it and you will tottaly waste it. Haiz actully not I dont wan to homework I just forgot and sometime I think its useless for me to do it cause I already do it even be4 sir started teaching it haiz. Then I was the fastest in the tution to finish all the work as normal. After finish tution Ravi say wan come my house so I can teach him type chinese for Mo Siang Online XD(a game). Then I went home and open computer then he came. 1st I teach him how allow the Taiwan chinese typer. Then we change our character's name in game to chinese so that those chinese ppl wont kill us and think we are malay. Then we created a guild call Half Blood in chinse means 混血, it stand for Half Human Half God(Demigod). Then we was trying to create a logo(must be a cool~ 1) so I went internet to check how to create. MsPaint, Type, Cut, Resize and at last I created it. Then we went into the game to allow it but unluckyly something was wrong and I cant use the logo. After a long long long time I finally found out I typed wrong name zzz. Then we finish the logo yeah! Then my bro's fren(which is also my friend) call me and tell me go his house fix things. I went there in full mood, but when half way there I fell stomach pain and I wan to make it a fast trip. I went there check something（亂亂來的）. And say its ur anti-virus problem(but Its true lah). I tell him to fly to my house and take again the game bla bla bla and I faster run out the house and he chase me XD wakakaka. Then I tell I stomach pain I went home for toilet. When I come out I found him infront of my computer and I teach him how to do. Then he went home. He called me again and say canot and I feel like banging his computer to the wall. I tell I will go next time and I continue to do my work. At night suddenly my friend call me go play DOTA. He waited me in the room. I went in and I didn't see King Kiat. We keep scolding him until he finally come into the room and we start. Then I cliek -random to let the server to pick a random hero for me. As normal I got a stupid INT hero wich let me get Killing Spree at 1st and ppl GodLike me at last haiz. We loose the game like Shyt. I duno why Im writting this blog but I still wrote is for fun, you sure will think this is the stupiest blog ever XD.

Haiz~ 大人还真烦

2day I wake up normal time(I don't really remember what time)and I do the eventually thing that I will do,open computer XD, play play 下发现my back very pain = = 应该是我老了吧. Then afternoon I call my friend go teman me cut hair I duno where cut, then he say lazy = = haiz nvm loh 2moro cut. I continue my com, and at 5 o'clock he suddently call me and say ok lah now the weather nicer come go cut your hair so I just follow loh. Then the lady just ask "你有读书吗？我帮你剪一个好看又不用被老师捉的。" and she help me cut loh she keep talking to me in many language I just smile and say ya. Then at last she finish I found out my hair ok but totally not my style cause look so weird(for me). Then I went back my mum all say nice but I just look at it and think 我星期一会没脸见人的！lol, my back still so pain. After that we went for eating, my father suddently come tell me to buy the Samsung Galaxy Y cause the system faster. Then I tell I wan 5 mega pixell 1 then he call me buy Samsung Galaxy W also better bying Samsung Galaxy Ace then I tell my fren using W and it is fast but so small the screen and the key so hard to press but he keep telling how good is other phone = = omg.......... 现在是我买电话还是你买哦？Just now I was suppose to play my com with my friend at night but my bro wan play(ps: I got 2bro Im eldest)so I let them play and the smallest 1 was playing from morning. Then suddently at night my friend call me play with him so I call the small 1 to borrow me computer and he promise then suddentlly Kiat finish his mandi and call use play then I call my bro to let me play, something happen that I lazy tell then we all canot play com thx to him. Now I really hate all my life and its totally SUX!!!!!!!!

好了......我不隐瞒了，就告诉你们吧～

Today at school was like shit, I dun wan tell about school 因为想到就气。Then 2day Yap Kiat and William came to my house at the afternoon, William 4got to bring his paper so 2day we just do many stupid things, play awhile band(也不完全算是吧= =) then I play com they all look at me play Rage(a game that kill zombie 1 = =) and I keep shouting"去死！不要靠近我!" Lol~ hahaha...... Then after they all go back I lie on my bed, 想了很多神经病的东西. Haiz~ 最近一直这样。我真的忍不住了，I wan tell what was 'it' that everyday I say, it is my family and a girl.......(it both different topic but I combine them all in 1 and call it 'it'). Tell abut my family 1st, hope my brother wont see this. I know he is a very very bad student in school, I know he is gangsteer and he join bad friends, I really duno how to help him. That day my friend come and ask me"Hey Kong! You're in what class?!" and I just answer as normal. Then he ask 1 question and I stun, everytime I give the same answer. He asked "So.... ur brother...... how?" = = they all know about my bro~ haiz= = 很丢脸啊! Then I will always give the same answer"Haiz.... I duno him lah....... He is always like that." And I feel like dying everytime I reply. And my Mum, she promised me to bring me to buy a phone and that day she said "Ai Yah~ wait your change class result come out 1st lah then I buy for you, if not you're will not be concentrated in class." I was different from other teengers..... I dun dare to scold my mum or what I know many teenagers nowdays did that. I just replay in a sad voice(in cantonese)"你们每次都是这么的啦，答应左人地没次都拖延的。" and I went to sleep. And 2day..... I was.... Just~ Haiz, In my room，Im lying on my bed thinking of a girl (我不想和你们讲这样多）and I remember few things and from there on, I tell my self "喜欢上一个人已经很幸苦了，爱上一个人不死也算幸运了"after that I use pillow to cover my face, and when I realise I am crying and I dont know why. I went to the mirror and look at my self, and I laugh when Im crying and I look stupid 我真的快要死了(没那么严重). I just want to tell out what I feel this few days, my parents are killing me and I'm still in my own problem. I really duno what to do so I release all my stress and anger in my blog, 看了不要问多多。

很烦啊！烦到我连我自己也不知道自己在烦什么！

This Wednesday I was so happy that we finally can go back to school. I woke up at 5.30 a.m. and faster get ready and wait for my bus to pick me up. I was so exited and wish that I would get into a good class ^^. Then I wait for 15minutes and I saw that the bus was late. When the bus finally came it was fantastic to see that my bus is full of people increased at least twice of the last years students. I just go infront and sit with my friend Phillip. When we reach there I just walk up as normal, and walk up the stairs. I saw many Noobs~(joking = =) sitting there and waiting for the 'perhimpunan' to start. I found my 'gang' and sat there. I was so lucky because when I just sat down the perhimpunan started. The teachers says sum stupid things that all I dont even care. Then at last the most important part. The Form 4 class, the 1st batch 4 Alfa zzz all straight A's. The 2nd batch 4 Beta we said bye bye to King Kiat XD. Then the 3rd batch,4 delta, 0.0 did I heard wrong? I never heard my name!!!! OMG, I heard Kean Onn, Ravi, Gig, Ashwin...... /.\ no~~~~~~~~~~. Then I was at the 4 Gamma = = the 4th class. Then I realised my stupid school is sepperating class using SJ and Geo also. Haiz no mood d then I went to the place and saw my friend William, in my heart I think thank god there is someone I know /.\ . Then we went into the class. Few teacher came in and talk sum rubbish. Then I feel like missing my computer and phone /.\ Dream and dream and dream = =. Then I feel super stress, WHY I NO IN THAT CLASS??? AND WHY *sensord*(Let call this thing as it cause I duno how to call) AND WHY IM NOT SAME CLASS WITH MY FRIEND,WHY I CANOT BUY PHONE MUST WAIT SO LONG? Haiz........ Then the main problem is it  >< Yesterday when I came back from school, I was thinking about it even when I am sick = = . Then morning wake up 1st thing I wan to die is it again, then go school when I dreaming and staring at the the table I think about it, when inside school in class I  think about it zzz I keep finding something to do to stop reminding my self from that stupid thing !!!! Then 2day I came back I play fb for awhile then go do my maths homework. I do until num 4 I no mood do d. Zzz Then I do the other chapter and at last I finish. I go watch tv to release stress for awhile and when I saw the clock I was late. Then I must take my bag and rush to my tution = = haiz. Lucky on the road it does'nt border me at all. Then I walk inside the house I go inside the room and I found my friend all already reach and Im totally super duper late = = zzz. Then I sat beside King Kiat the mad fellow. Sir(my tution teacher) ask me to do the things on white board XD easy job lah. Then sir said sumthing make me got and idea to remove stress. He say Yu Maan is the only one can catch up very fast in maths XD he he he then I faster cuan my fren haha XD then I feel more happy. And I keep cuaning them until they say wan come my house and burn my house at night lol~. Then when I go back Ravi borrow me his phone Samsung Galaxy W~ Nice man got drum and guitar hahaha. Then my mum came and I said bye bye to the phone not Ravi XD. Then when I send Kean Onn back to his house. My mum ask me, (in english cause I always speak English with my mum)" You eat already? Im very hungry cause I never eat since bla bla bla." Then she ask me want to eat? And I try my best to look normal and say Nah I dont feel like eating. And she say " Of course you're not feeling to eat cause you look sad and stress, it's okey if you canot chage to other class try change school lah." Haiz I duno what to say wan tell her about it? And she will laugh at me= = lol~ Now I really duno what to do. I can only release my stress through music my favoroute activity. Then 2moro my fren coming my house XD yay got company haha. Haiz~ and I wan ask..... IVY !!!! WHY YOU NO REPLY ME???

Work until wan die T.T

Yesterday I was so hyperactive and do so many works, Morning I help my uncle go send something(I forgot cause sumthing more important happen behind) Then he tell me later he will bring me refill sum water for the tank(1 tank is about 10-15 litter or water which means 15kg each tank but when kosong is so light I cant take 5 1 time) Then he call me put in al 52 tank into the lori = = he so free orh~ I climb up and down the stairs and accidently I bleed my self thx to the stupid lori's screw. I just continue cause its just little scratch. After putting on all the stupid bottle.....Giant Bottle. I finally have 30 second to rest = =. Then I take up my shirt(ps:not take out) and found my luka bleeding alot, I just ignore it cause I scat later I feel pain(cycalogical thinking) My uncle Da Bao sum rice for me then I faster wallup everything and go to the lori and the stupid door for the lori to go out suck !!!!! NOOB DOOR~!!! We waste about 30minutes to fix it. Then we go to the place where we can take the water and refill. My uncle park the car outside the place and tell me take all the Giant Bottle and put at the thing like a trolley(in physics it is totally a trolley). Then all 46 bottle on the trolley and 6 I put on the ground cause not enough space. Then my uncle say, you put all the refill bottle into the lori I go buy sumthing 1st. Then he left me with 52 bottle of water which each is 15kg++. I was going to die then I remember my bro Cuan me say he take all bottle into the lori and my uncle still scold him slow XD. Then I think I will be better than him and I take all the 52 bottle into the lori in super speed. When my uncle came back he say "Wah, you so geng 1? I tot Im coming back and help you to take but you already took all!" I was so happy before I reach the office = =. When we finally sampai the office, I must take down all the bottle from the lori to the office door. NO~~~~ /.\ Then this time I'm lucky caues my uncle finally help me. Then after I put all the bottle down. Got 3 custemers suddently come into the shop and I must work like hell and 1 guy even forget to take his waranty card back. Haiz and 1 stupid mangkali come scold scold scold duno scold what and my uncle tell him sumthing and he canot talk anymore and then my father dun wan make enemy in business and gib him a super low price for that thing to sell. Then that fellow still F**KING STUPID and ask for less price. I feel like killing him but I let my father to settle and my father finally gib him low price. Then when we finish those stupid business and I see 1 guy carry about 20 boxes of fan outside the door and my uncle call me kira, then I kira so slow and finally my father come help me. He did it so fast = =. Then the most horible part happen I am COMMAND to put all the fan inside the shop and ofcourse they got help cause I'm not superman. Then after carry everyting inside, my uncle call me put this here put this there put that here put that there. Finally finish and I can go back home ^^ happy~. Then today morning I woke up my whole body pain, lucky I ate enough protein yesterday if not sure I die 2day. Then I still went to work with my father. I 2day lucky cause I'm going to work with my 2nd uncle and change the filter. The filter is the small 1 and we take a fast time to change. Then we came back at 12 o'clock in the afternoon. And when we reach I pust all the Ga Chang into the store. While waiting I and my 2nd uncle go eat Ba Ku Teh~ !!!!! NICE MAN~ Then at 3 o'clock we get a order to send and install it outside the customer's house. My uncle always do everthing and I canot do = =. Then finally my father call us come back and My uncle tot still got work and I was dying and then when I reach my father call me go back and I totally forgot 2day we going out. Later after I come back I will write 1 more blog. Bye Bye Bah~