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        Good morning/afternoon/evening to our principle, XXXXXXX, teachers and all my friend down there (if on stage). Today I'm going introduce one of my best interest, which is also know as animation. Animation will normally be mistaken as cartoon which is a huge mistake. Animation is originally started by Japanese, it is first drawn into pictures with subtitles which is know as Manga. Animation is now known world wide and become a great interest to many teenagers and even adults. What is it so special that make so many people have a great interest in it? Today I will be telling about the reason I am interested in animation and few example will be made according to the animation i had watched.
         Animation is so famous that there is even an event know as 'Cosplaying' held in every country. Cosplay is normaly know as 'costume event' but it is actually people wearing costume of their favourite character. Cosplaying is now know as a international job because many people likes to see their favourite character in human form and so they pay to take a look. Cosplaying events are normally held in a big hall or an open area. Visitors are allow to take pictures with the cosplayers, but permission must be granted before any pictures is being taken. Now days, money that is earn by freshman cosplayer is even better than a freshman doctor. But one must be good in looking to become famous in cosplaying.
          In another way, parents think that watching cartoon is just a waste of time. As I had just explain, cartoon are different from animation. Animation will normally show a life of a character instead of making jokes like 'Tom & Jerry' which always kills each other. Animation will normally show how a person go through hard work to get what their wants. One thing that is interesting about animation is the bond between friends of the main character in the story. Lets take an example, one of the most famous animation know as 'One Piece' tell us a very important moral value, 'Dont Ever Give Up On Your Friends'. This is the motto of the main character Luffy, no matter what happens, he will face all the problem to save his friends.

Weird Dream

   Today I had a weird dream, it it has the same feeling as last time I had this dream. Seems like the same dream just continuing the story. It started outside a big building, I was digging for something. Then I tried a small road to get up the the wall to go inside the mansion. There is a hotel on the left and a school(maybe is school) on the right. The hotel maybe is a 宿舍, I'm not sure. Then I went into the left one and take the lift. I woke up. The 2nd dream is today's one. It started in a small room, I'm readying for school (maybe is inside the hotel or something like that). Then the dream switch into the school, its very very very very big something like a whole taman. And suddenly, something makes me run, maybe is an explosion? I just started running, if I'm not mistaken I also started fighting, I just know that I'm very skilled in fighting (not normal but like super power or something like that) and I running everywhere, trying to find something but I don't remember what it is. Finally the dream changed, it seems like my previous school is boom~ already so I am changed into another school. I'm sitting infront, there is a girl on my left (I don't know her, but in my dream I talked to her like I really know her, I don't remember her face at all zzz) and a guy at my back, he seems to be and ADHD student (over active student). We was all talking until I finally woke up, I don't know why I still remember these dreams cause normally I won't remember anything. I fell in sleep again and had a dream again which I had no idea cause I totally forgot what is that dream, seems to be a fighting dream also. Today will be the weirdest day of my life~(maybe)

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           I wonder why is there so many question in this world, and I just got irritated for no reason and I always got fed up when my life is in pressure. I don't know if I'm a guy that can't accept hard work or that I always live in easy work too much. Hard work for me, is not what we means by using strength too much and got your self tired, is our mentally problem causes by too much of thinking and working. God(I don't know who he is but he is a fair existence, cause he make everything balance) create things in such a way that every human being has their weakness and their talent. Although many people see as that I can understand things and got to solve problem fast, but they don't know being good in IQ doesn't mean that I have a good memory. Malaysia is a country that need memorising in everything, a stupid way of living cause human should be creative not memorise everything and call your self smart. I still have the accept the faith that I live here and I must work for what I wan't and I learn from a good teacher that we should not complain but we should work. I really don't know how to solve the problem of being bad in memorising, what can I really do? I started miserably thinking that I'm so stupid that everyone can memorise things but I'm a stupid dum dum that  can do nothing although I understand things better, I can't explain things in words, I ask my friend, my teacher, even my family..... but the same answer came out, memorise.
            I would not be in headache if all my problem is solve. It is not cause by one major problem but many little problem that shouldn't have been even a big problem but when it all comes together it just became a real problem to me. Firstly is my family, if you ask me do I love my family, I would say yes, but I don't have any prove for that. After some few lesson I started to hate death, this is a problem that can't be deny by every human being since even the sun and earth has their limit. My father, he is a smoker, I talked to him few times but just have some little effect on him. I don't know how he accept about the world. I know that I can't lost him. Then the problem come to my mother, she seems to be always in bad mood this few month and I don't even dare to ask her why. My brother, that moron that also started smoking for no reason but it's his life, I can't anything except telling him what he should but what he want to do is not my business. My younger brother has no problem for me cause he is as playful as always and seems to be normal. My grandmother is old, he love us. I respect her, but the way my brother treated her make me angry every time, I hope I won't lost my temper and hit him one day.
            Today I went for kokurikulum in school, whole day work and I got no time to rest. After I came back from school still have to go for tuition at 7 o'clock till 10 o'clock. When I finally finish my tuition and going back home, my mother was talking to her friend and we started a topic, driving motorcycle. I'm a good driver, my father bought a Kawasaki motor and he told me that he wanted to bring me for a mountain ride one day. I was so happy, until the day he tell us that we won't be riding on motor because it is very dangerous. Today I found out the reason, my mother said that it is because of my brother. He is too naughty and he is causing allot of trouble. If my father let me take my license for motor but don't let my brother, it will cause him to mumble and talk stupid things. So I was not allowed to have license. All my dream since I was a child is to have fun with my father cause he is a very emo man but he is also a very protective man. It was all destroyed by my devil brother that don't even know how to think. But at least I still can take photo with my father when we are free, maybe that's still a way of being together. I hope everything will go well when time passes.
           If any of my friend is reading this, leave a comment please cause I tak tau who got read who doesn't lol = = and this blog has been abandon for so long. Hope there is still someone that remember it although I never tell anyone that I started writing again.

Random Post.......

So long since my last post......  I don't think anyone still remember this or anyone will come back and read this abandoned blog. But I suddenly think of it and come here to 发泄 cause I duno when my brain will explode. Maybe this blog won't be as long and the others but maybe it will be longer cause today I will type everything that just came to my mind. 1st thing of all we have to go back to few months ago. Coach G, my tuition's Sejarah teacher is a very straight guy and he made people to think from some direction. He always talk like gangster to his student that make other teacher thought that he is just a normal coach that teach football but not a teacher. But sometime he talk in a way that make you understands things. He though us that Malaysian ourself always complain about how bad it is, we never really do anything for our self, to change what it is now. At that time there is a Bersih 3.0 or something like that. He went for it and came back and tell us, Malaysian finaly have some xxxxxxx(sensord cause its bad words, just normaly stand for Malaysian is getting brave enough to do something for what they want la) and that plant some though in me that let me think that I must not always complain, why don't I get what I have and create what I don't have? He also plant another thought in us, he is a guy that always pray and thought there is really a god watching us and will guide us. But after he seperate with his x wife(another story maybe will tell later) and he start to think. Thats what I like about him, he always think before he take any action. He went from temple to temple to ask a question, "why?". He got all the same answer he even read the bible, the Quran and anything else from all other relegion. He got his answer, there is no God watching us, just something that create us for some purpose like we created our pen or something. Or maybe create and left us, or maybe we just apear our self, there must be a stop to everything, something must appear naturally to create other things there must be a top stop, if you say there is a God and what if I ask you how God appear and why create it? This make my head explode few times. And so I cannot accept the death of human, even in a game I don't know why. The newspaper also scared me. Human have a nature, they have to pray to something because they them self cannot decide where they are from and why are they here. And when you were pull away from that though you will start to think but you will be corrupted as well like me, sometimes I will just sit there and daydream for something but always don't remember cause it went too far until something like where will human goes when we pass away? And I got part of the answer and some I canot sort out. I ask my self, if human brain is the main thing that control whole of our body, what if we have a full copy and after we died we recreate it. And recreate the same body will the guy that open his eyes is me? Or will it be another guy? Maybe there is really a soul in us, our existence and what we are doing and what we though, the brain will make us do things  its like the brain is a container for the soul, the soul is the petrol for an engine to work but the soul canot effect how well and how the engine will work. Ok I think we should continue with another topic. Lets go back to my coach divorce with his wife. He divorce with his wife is because his wife was a woman that control everything and coach was a blur fellow that allow her to do what she wants and she is a bad woman of course. Coach finally started thinking(I don't know why and when and how) and he divorce and he started a tuition centre. This plant a though in me, we have brains is to think and we canot always do something without thinking. If someone can tell my brother this I would be happy. My brother very 叛逆 one, he always argue with my mother and I thought that is just his 叛逆期， but finally today my father chase him out of the house, what will happen to him? He has been chase out few times already, but always come back. That day he say that I got things better than him from my parents, and had a big fight with my mum. He went out and came back finaly. Today I don't know if he will come back or not, I don't know if my mum already know this cause he is at work or maybe with her friends not yet come home. What will happen to him, will he come back, it feels weird that there is someone in my life's gone, I don't like the feeling. I don't dare to tell any of my friends, if you guys read this you can come talk to me, but if you don't know anything, just assume that I'm talking to a wood cause I watch a movie and got know of 树洞治疗法(绝对商桥) HaHa.... Stop here